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Saturday, February 08, 2003
i need to create a new blogpage. this one is too ... unstable. who knows why? "Linux Rules!" - Dilmom -bj 
i think i've decided to purchase the 10GB Apple iPod. i dunno, though. the archos multimedia is still very intriguing, but i read an article in Sound&Vision and they didn't like it much. On the other hand, cnet gave it fairly good comments. The iPod, however, consistently gets good marks. Hmmmmm ... then i dunno if it's worth paying an extra hundred dollars to get the 20GB instead of the 10GB ... choices, choices. awww nutbunnies. -bj
Thursday, February 06, 2003
"Each of you is capable of emitting a blinding surge of mental energy that can stun small mammals. If you don't believe me, go to your nearest public park and grimace at the squirrels. I guarantee they'll be speechless. [Because children read this newsletter I have omitted a fine pun that involves the squirrels clutching their favorite type of food and keeling over.]" haha. funny. textbook case for sigmund freud -bj
today was a - excuse my language - crappy day. today ... ack. it hurts to go into details. i want a hug. buddy? ... i shall not go into details right now. mebbe later. say it with me. hugbees. -bj
Wednesday, February 05, 2003
Lost opportunities To speak Your name To walk unashamed To show Your love Lost opportunities To save the lost To embrace the cost To give a glimpse of above How many times have I prayed Asking You to send someone my way So I may share Your love How many times have I prayed That today would be the day That I would share Your good news God, I pray for wisdom and discernment To see the chances You give to me To see the ones that You have sent That I may share You willingly And not miss an awesome opportunity To speak Your name To walk unashamed To show Your love To save the lost To embrace the cost To show Your love God I pray for No more Lost opportunities ************************************************ alright, so i don't have a future career as a poet, but i meant that from the bottom of my heart a strange and bizarre power - the power to turn beavers into gold! -bj
i've learned a lot at the dc i was eating at the dc today (alone 'cuz my roommies hate me), and i was STARVING. i pile up my plate high with food. i eat a couple of pieces of chicken and i'm full. college is training my stomach to eat less ... i keep hitting 'delete' instead of 'backspace' -bj
Tuesday, February 04, 2003
i've been struggling lately with under-appreciation. i mean, i enjoy helping people out. i do a lot of stuff at church and i try to help out other people whenever i can. it's just that sometimes i just wish i could tell that they appreciated my acts. sometimes i just want recognition. and i'm sure that people really do appreciate me ... erg. i'm stoopid. i realize that this is a terrible attitude to have. i mean, when i'm helping out at church, it's my service to God. i shouldn't need recognition. when i'm helping out others, i should be doing it in love, not in some desire to get attention. i mean, i really enjoy helping others. i don't think i just help them in order to make myself look good ... i hope people don't think that i'm someone who doesn't like helping others out; i seriously think i have a heart for helping others. i think i'm just very needy in terms of needing to feel approval ... i'm retarded like that ... erg. i hate that about my self. ANYHOO ... Jesus must feel totally under-appreciated. Here He died for us, and how many of us take it for granted? Does that hurt Him? I'm sure. Does He mind? Probably not much. What Jesus did for us - creating the world, dying on the cross - He did in love. He didn't expect appreciation, and neither should I. For my deeds are petty in comparison for all Christ has done for me. come to my window -bj
Monday, February 03, 2003
i've decided to dedicate my life to java programming ... java programming makes me happy ... don't cry out loud -bj
Sunday, February 02, 2003
my convo with vir ... funny funny ... me (8:02:23 PM): so cute? me (8:02:39 PM): i'm scared me (8:02:44 PM): cute like spongebob cute? vir (8:05:38 PM): uMM vir (8:05:44 PM): spongebob isn't cute =P vir (8:05:46 PM): hahahha vir (8:05:48 PM): cute like ... vir (8:05:50 PM): hmm vir (8:05:51 PM): like.. me (8:05:55 PM): me? me (8:05:57 PM): :-D vir (8:06:02 PM): HA vir (8:06:06 PM): sorry *ahem* vir (8:06:08 PM): um vir (8:06:12 PM): cute like... vir (8:07:01 PM): i can't think of anything! it tops all vir (8:07:02 PM): =) vir (8:07:04 PM): even you =P vir (8:07:08 PM): AHHAH just kidding vir (8:07:12 PM): bryan is the cutest =P me (8:07:35 PM): of course vir (8:10:49 PM): someones ego has not changed =( vir (8:10:52 PM): hhehe vir (8:10:55 PM): i miss bryan!!!!!! me (8:10:59 PM): well, me (8:11:01 PM): who doesn't? me (8:11:04 PM): :-) there's something for everyone in this action-packed DVD loaded with exclusive bonus material -bj
i'll admit ipods are prettier ... 
but this one can connect to tv's to display photos and videos ... banana banana orange -bj
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