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Saturday, January 18, 2003
 

my mom would join magg if she could ... :-)

but the tigers come at night
-bj

 
went to a ct leader/assistant meeting today at dave lau's house ... i learned how to write and share my testimony ... (*crosses fingers*) ... i just hope i have an opportunity and the courage to share it ...

my heart will go on
-bj

 
had a good message on mormonism at h2o yesterday ... quite interesting ... it's actually quite sad that 12 million people believe in mormonism and i'm sure many of them don't even really understand what they believe ... if they did, they'd discover that what they believe doesn't actually hold up to intense scrutiny ... i guess what i really got out of yesterday's message is the fact that i've really got to know what i believe ... like that verse in timothy says ... i have to know what i believe so i can be able to have an answer to anyone who questions my faith ...

i've got no burnin' in my bosom
-bj

Friday, January 17, 2003
 
yay ... went bowling with michael and his mom ... i didn't do too well the first too games ... seventy-something and eighty-somethign ... then i got 182!!!!! my highest score ever! YAY!


and now i'm all alone again
-bj

 
I want one of these ...


i did not live until today
-bj

Thursday, January 16, 2003
 
saw a red golf on the way home ... (*sigh*) ... my dream car.

ffx is such an awesome game ... the graphics are just gorgeous. everyone should play the game. the story, while a bit too post-modern, is still very captivating. the hurricane scene ... MAN ... UNBELIEVABLE! the bad thing about playing rpgs is that there's no good spots to take a break ... you kinda have to keep playing or you'll lose track of what you're doing or what you're supposed to do


you look like a fool to me
-bj

 
so today i found out from a certain roommate of mine's sister that he does not like having me as a roommate. now this certain roommate is also the roommate whom i am currently not speaking to. :-)

anyhoo ... just so people are clear, i am quite grateful for having the roommates i have. i think they are quite awesome guys who are helping me grow in so many ways. whether or not they think the same of me, well ...

today bryan became the king ps2 gamer. i beat victor at ... basically everything.


it must have been lonely there in my shadow
-bj

Wednesday, January 15, 2003
 
I'm in RPG HEAVEN!

Why did I start so many rpgs over the break that now I'll never have time to finish? I just started FFX. The graphics are so stunning. Unfortunately, I have 5 rpgs to finish right now. Jade Cocoon 2, FFX, Onimusha, Jak and Dexter, and Kingdom Hearts. I'm not really focusing on Onimusha or Jak and Dexter, though. (*sigh*) ... so many games, so little time.



shall we dance?
-bj

 
one thing nice about going to the same school for thirteen years is that you get to know a lot of people very well. it's been nice going back to ccs everyday to help out with the science bowl practices. it's very encouraging and uplifting to have all my former teachers saying hi to me and asking me how i'm doing. just walking down the hallways, too, i find that even students are saying hi to me ... very nice. very nice, indeed.


words can't bring me down
-bj

 
Before there was time
There were visions in Your mind
That there was death in the fall of mankind
But there was life in salvation's design
Before there were days
There were nights I could not see Your face
But those nights couldn't keep me from grace
When You came and You took my place

her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes
-bj

Tuesday, January 14, 2003
 
i hate it when i let people down. :-( ... i'm doing it all the time, too ...

life goes on
-bj

 
HA! Some friend ... boooo ... whatever.

i think i'll go cry
-bj

 
i decided to name my first son web. that's a cool name ... 'cuz in the book i just read, the main dude's name was web london ... he was the coolest ... i wish i were him ... without his deformed face, though. i'll name my son, web parker. yup. good stuff, eh?

-bj

Monday, January 13, 2003
 
i had a good time talking about science bowl stuff w/ markus ... memories ... good stuff, too. i've always loved ccs science bowls - probably 'cuz i've always had good teams ... i've had winning records all 6 years and won 3 years ... markus figures it's 'cuz my math and science grades aren't too good so mrs. ng doesn't think that i'd do well in the science bowl ... :-) ... he's probably right ... math and science both aren't really my thing ...

i like how anna puts witty little comments before ending each post. i think i shall try that.

Bryan is so witty.
-bj

Sunday, January 12, 2003
 
By this time next week, I'll be happily in my dorm room, ready for a new semester.

-bj

 
surprisingly, KINGDOM HEARTS is a pretty awesome game ... i played it for like four hours straight yesterday night.

-bj

 
i almost had a heartattack in my sleep yesterday ... very frightening dream ... it's funny; almost every night i have a dream i can remember ... i must be a very deep sleeper. anyhoo ... some guy was trying to kill me ... i woke up with my heart racing.

-bj