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Saturday, November 02, 2002
carise (5:48:46 PM): i have that song stuck in my head still.. carise (5:48:55 PM): "we should be lovers.." "we can't do that." me (5:49:30 PM): "we should be lovers, and that's a fact" me (5:49:38 PM): lol carise (5:50:27 PM): lol carise (5:50:36 PM): the song is so cheesy me (5:50:53 PM): "the only way you're loving me baby is to pay a lovely fee" me (5:50:56 PM): "just one night" me (5:50:58 PM): just one night carise (5:51:01 PM): there's no way me (5:51:01 PM): in the name of love carise (5:51:03 PM): if youc an't pay carise (5:51:08 PM): you crazy fool me (5:51:09 PM): one night in the name of love carise (5:51:10 PM): i won't give in to you me (5:51:14 PM): don't carise (5:51:47 PM): leave me this way.. i can survive without your sweet love carise (5:51:53 PM): don't leave me this way me (5:51:58 PM): you'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs me (5:52:36 PM): i look around me and see it isn't so. oh no. carise (5:53:10 PM): some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs me (5:53:21 PM): well what's wrong with that me(5:53:23 PM): i'd like to know me (5:53:26 PM): 'cuz here i go me (5:53:29 PM): hah hah me (5:53:30 PM): okay me (5:53:31 PM): this is lame carise (5:53:33 PM): haha carise (5:54:17 PM): agreed -bj 
Friday, November 01, 2002
I've discovered I've let up on being friendly. My first couple weeks of school I was trying to talk to all these strangers and meet new people. Now I'm like, "Whatever ... I probably won't see these people very often, and even if I do, I won't remember their names ... It's better just not meeting them in the first place." I know, I know ... so terrible ... ANYHOO ... I shall try to do better next semester when I start my new classes. We shall see how that goes ... -bj
Thursday, October 31, 2002
"But ye, brethren, are not in darkness, that that day should overtake you as a thief. Ye are all the children of light, and the children of the day: we are not of the night, nor of darkness. Therefore let us not sleep, as do others; but let us watch and be sober. For they that sleep sleep in the night; and they that be drunken are drunken in the night. But let us, who are of the day, be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love; and for a helmet, the hope of salvation. For God hath not appointed us to wrath, but to obtain salvation by our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us that, whether we wake or sleep, we should live together with Him." (I Thes. 5: 4-10) -bj
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-bj
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(hah hah ... i just figured out how to post pictures in my blog, in case you haven't noticed. :-D ) -bj
Wednesday, October 30, 2002
wow, i'm starting spiritual mentorship with matt fong on next thursday ... kinda intimidating, but hopefully it will be a great time of spiritual growth. hope i can handle all the work, though. well, we'll see. hmmm ... i dunno how open i can be, either. i'm not the type of person that wears his heart on his sleeve ... i'm more of a keep-to-myself turtle ... anyway. hopefully i'll grow by leaps and bounds. that's what i'm praying, anyway. you know, it's kinda nice, though, having a strong, older Christian to go to ... someone you can just talk to ... should be fun. :-) -bj
"For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort one another with these words." (I Thes. 4:16-18) (watching ... waiting ... praying) -bj
Tuesday, October 29, 2002
Hmmm ... I feel like posting something long and thought-provoking ... oh well, one out of two ain't too bad. i'll make it long. let's see ... what kind of nonsense can i talk about ... hmmmm ... i really want to go to aacf. i really like it there ... too bad my schedule conflicts so badly ... thursdays are just not a good night for me (phys. homework due the next day). i really want to fellowship with other Christians on campus. I'd probably go if I had someone to go with ... DOES ANYONE KNOW ANYONE AT AACF BERKELEY THAT LIVES IN FOOTHILL? sidenote: i don't know if i like aacf for the wrong reasons, though ... i haven't been there long enough ... i really liked the worship time there, though. you know though, too often worship times are over-hyped. everyone just feels all emotional and they think that they are worshipping God and getting closer to Him. I'm not criticizing them; it's just that sometimes I think that it is all emotions. You know? I mean, I sometimes get to caught up in all of the "bells and whistles" of worship ... the melodies and the guitars ... too often I miss out on the lyrics ... i sometimes get chills when i hear everyone around me singing songs i love, but i also get chills watching les mis live, too ... i think true worship comes when we block out everything and we are only singing to God ... the music, the leaders, and everyone around us shouldn't matter ... we are singing to God. ANYWAY ... Anyway, I've decided to stay on campus for the weekend - physics midterm review sat & sun ... boooooooo ... well, the good thing is I get to visit a new church and maybe a new youth club on Friday. Sometimes I wonder how many real friends I have ... I used to think I had a lot of friends, and a lot of close friends ... sometimes i'm not so sure ... i guess it's on your definition of a close friend ... a good friend of mine told me that a close friend (or a best friend) is someone you can be totally yourself around ... at first i thought that that was a WACKED definition because i thought i was myself around everyone ... but actually ... i act a lot more normal in front of most people ... most people don't know my REALLY WEIRD SIDE ... but how i would define a best friend or a close friend is someone that you can call at any time of day for any reason knowing that they would not mind ... true friends are selfless ... they put your needs above their own ... taking all these definitions into account ... i am not sure how many close friends i have ... i'm grateful for all the people God placed in my life, though ... friendships are a very special thing, indeed ... i definitely need to work on being a better friend ... i think, though, that anyone that reads my blog is a PRETTY COOL PERSON ... hah hah my cs lab partner's last name is hamburger ... i think that's cool uhm ... must make this post LONGER! I MISS PLAYING PIANO! i mean, there's a piano in the rec room, but it's so inconvenient to play there ... first of all, many times it's in use ... secondly, there's usually people in the rec room ... it's too intimidating playing in there 'cuz so many people @ Berkeley are a lot better than me ... (Buddy says that i get intimidated too easily, and that's probably true) and thirdly ... well, yeah ... i just wish there were a piano closer i miss songwriting, too. high on life. 4now. -bj
Monday, October 28, 2002
Tomorrow we'll discover What our God in Heaven has in store One more dawn One more day One day more -bj
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